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i’m fine, thanks..
hmm.. i can safely say that now i’m totally fine without u here.. n it doesnt mean that i hate u or something.. u’ve been here, at a place called my heart.. n u’ll always be special.. i mean, if i had a chance to meet or at least talk to u, i’d definietly take it.. coz u’re still the one i care the most..
but it doesnt mean i want u or i’d wait for u forever.. however life’s goes on..
but we can still talk to each other,rite? (but IDK if u still want to)
if u read my previous post on this page, u’ll think that i’ve been hurt that much.. well, i can tell unow that i was a mess that time.. dont take it too seriously.. pls forget bout all those anger posts.. i actually want to delete all those posts, but i do think that i’ll be so naive if i do..so i’d let those posts as a lesson so i woudnt fall twice in the same situation that almost explode my brain..
the point is : i miss u, sometimes.. but now i’m also fine to accept all this fact.. i wish the best thing for both of us..
What if all I am
is the broken lyrics
of a broken song
on a broken record
held gently in the broken hands of a broken man?
What if despite all that
I was still the song
that made you smile?
is the broken lyrics
of a broken song
on a broken record
held gently in the broken hands of a broken man?
What if despite all that
I was still the song
that made you smile?
“
| — | @Tylerknott |
I hate u..
If only u could be more ‘friendly’ to talk to me about everything n if only u let ur ear open enough to listen bout all the shits that i feel, i think the story will goes to a different way.. Bcoz the only thing that actually bothering my mind n also make me can’t stop thinking bout u is u left me here,alone,in unspoken condition, without any chance to ask some questions to u & u left without any effort to give some explanation.. Now i know who u are.. It’s a big mistakes for me to ever fall for u.. N it’s idiot coz i’m still stuck n also wasting my time just to think bout u.. U’re such a distraction to my life.. be dissapear,i’m begging u..
It hurts my pride to tell u this..
Well, it’s 5.20 in the morning here.. N i gotta say that i’m kinda miss u.. I’ve try to hold myself down not to thinking bout u but it’s just u who runs on my mind..
I watch the video i made when we talk on skype, n now i’m listening to ur song.. U’re too good to be real, n u’re too lovely to be forgotten.. I just feel confuse with my own feeling.. It’s like i know i have to erase u of my mind coz this is actually useless.. But then i end up thinking bout u almost all the time..
March,2nd,2011 - 5.20am
thx God february is over..
haha.. so it’s official that feb is over.. i actually hate feb,2012.. since u know. it was pretty hard for me.. so many emotions n feeling that i’m struggling with..
especially this unconditional feeling u gave me since last fucklentine..
i hope march will be better, n also less of drama.. i’m kinda boring with those 5 letters word..
so, will it be better? i dont even know yet..
one thing for sure is i’ll buy the ticket for GaGa’s concert in my country.. \m/
the concert actually will be hold at june, 3rd.. but the ticket’s sale will be open at march, 10th.. n i’m so excited bout this one..
i know that march will not make me forget bout u easily.. but u know that i’m getting better everyday.. yeah i gotta say that i’m still thinking bout u everyday.. but thinking bout u now is no longer forced me down.. it’s just crossing on my mind n then nothing more happened.. i dont hate u, u hve to know that.. i’m just try to throw this feel away.. i dont need this feel,rite? since we’ve both know that this is not gonna work out..
so, i hope this month will be OK for all of us.. *cheers
march, 01, 2012 - 10.49AM
